So the last few weeks I have been feeling really down, almost to the piont where I felt almost as depressed as I did a few years ago, and that is not a path I want to travel again. it wasnt fun. and i think the thing that makes it worst is that i didnt have an idea i was acting that way, but nayt brought it to my attention on friday. So after a day of tears and being pathedic I see I need to change.
So, here is my plan: from here on out, I am going to cut my laptop internet time in half. it is sucking me in and I spend waay to much time on it. I am going to try to shower every morning, it starts my day out a little bit better, even if I do put on sweat pants again, at least i am clean and i dont feel quite so much like a big fat frumpy blob! I am going to do better at keeping the house clean, not only for nayt's sake, but with Drew being mobile now I HAVE to keep it clean so that he is not getting into things a 7 month old shouldnt be. Plus I feel better with it clean. I am also going to focus on the good, and try to get outside more then once a week. I need fresh air, and i can not wait until it is warm enough to take Drew to the park. now that he is big enough for swings it will be fun. Also I am going to start painting the house, so that way i have something that i can see i am doing! The picture is my new quote of the week:" Do not spoil what you have by desiring what you dont have, but remember that what you do have is among the things you only hoped for. " it is so fitting for how I have been feeling. so totally fitting.
i can not also believe that my baby boy is now 7 months old. that means we are on the down side towards one!! Yikes! I am already thinking about his party and i can not wait! it will be so very cute! i think we have narrowed down to the theme of barn yard cowboy! it is going to be great. now i just hope we know where we are going to be living! I never ever thought nayt working at bi-mart would have us moving all around! They are telling him within the next 6 months if not sooner, we will be leaving Baker!! I just want to know where the heck we are going to be at because I am hoping to be applying to nursing school in the fall!
i am not sitting here in my clean living room, watching the Bachelor. Why I have no clue, its not like i dont have drama in my life, but its amusing! so as a parting gift, I leave you a picture so discusting adorable
it makes my heart melt!
yep, our baby is going to be a rock star!!
So I have totally been bitten by the True Blood bug, (hehe no pun intended!) granted its not for everyone, but there is nothing sexier then sexy vampires! Edward has nothing on Eric, or even Bill!! Plus I think Sookie is just about the perfect heroine. not only is she cute, she is strong and brave. I love that the main female lead isnt some pansy. But even more so then the show, I am loving the books. They totally crack me up. And I am was so excited on monday when nayt bought me the last 4 i need to read! I am just hoping it doesn ruin the next few season of the show. *sigh* But I am willing to be disappionted so long as they keep Eric aroud! :P 
I have also gave in to pressure and bought drew some Gerber Graduate puff in banana and peach and you would think that this poor kid was starving they way he downs them!! They are teh best thing! I gave some to him today when i was taking a psych quiz and he was quiet for the whole thing! He did good with cheerios but adores these little things! Also we gave in and bought him a toy puppy dog at Bi-mart the other day, and it is the first toy I have actually seem him become attached too. He loves Puppy. Right now I am watching in bounce in beat with the music i have playing (which is actually on our amazing new tv. pretty much having Pandora streaming through the PS3 is the coolest thing ever!!) But Drew loves music! He will now sing along with me if i am singing. He really likes disney music and Wicked, the Musical. Yep I start them early!! 
September 6th, 2008
June 30th, 2009
7 lbs 6 oz
20 inches
